Posted in Uncategorized on November 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Channeling the more selfish aspect of the Christmas season, receiving, I’ve decided to contrive a list of items I would enjoy owning…at no expense. Mind you, I am also officially a year older on the twenty-ninth of December.
Knitting Supplies. IE: yarn, needles.
Painting Supplies. IE: acrylic paints, paintbrushes, canvas.
Ugly dolls.
Domokun things.
Pandapple things.
A Lil Wayne poser.
Cat [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on July 6, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Why do I bother? The decisions I make puzzle me, and I am stunned at the amount of effort I’ve exerted as of late concerning the social facet of my life. I suppose I was better off without any of what I attempted to acquire in the first place, and I am now realizing I [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on June 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Composed. Not exactly thoughtful, but thoughtfully engaged. Slick as a sheet of ice despite being smooth as a piece of sandpaper. What one facet lacks, another casually replaces in a matter of seconds; I’ve got this. Tonight’s sequence of events has foretold without a single word how the approaching week will transpire once it commences; [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on June 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I feel so incredibly overwhelmed with the stress of knowing what I should do financially, and the reluctant acceptance concerning what I will do regardless of the knowledge. I dove head first into a seemingly infinite, spiraling mass of shit when I decided to begin using Advance America’s services for extra money… although the decision [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on June 6, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Every day, I learn a little more about what life is and how monetarily consumptive it can be. It seems as though each morning I wake up, I feel dramatically different in comparison to how I did the day before; sometimes for the better, but more often for the worse. Today, however, I decided that [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on June 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes I casually think to myself while driving, all it could take is the brisk and simple twirl of my steering wheel. In the second of time I absorb to blink my eyes, I could be as dead as Heath Ledger. I’ve always wanted to kill somebody, but I never imagined myself doing it inadvertently. [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on May 30, 2008 | 1 Comment »
So, Virlynda read my palm today. I don’t have a heart line; it’s a sign. The black, shriveled up, murmur ridden beat maker in my chest is incapable of ever succeeding in life. Everybody else has a heart line, at least a small one… everyone except me, that is. According to a hokey palmistry site: [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on May 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s final. I am traveling to the most public area I can, and I am hanging myself in the rabbit costume.
Posted in Uncategorized on May 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
What did I ever do to deserve this monolithic torrent of shit? Piece by piece, every aspect imaginable in my life has dealt me nothing but negativity and fallen apart. My academic standing, financial status, love life, and family are degrading into predicaments that make me feel like eating hand fulls of sand. I have [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on May 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I will have the upper hand in all future situations I inadvertently throw myself into. I will analyze all responses. I will dictate my conversations. I will play my cards according to the ones I have placed in my hands, instead of what I can not see on the table. I will base the decisions [...]
